6 months down.


It's been 6 months since we lost Lily. I still can't believe it. She came into our lives and changed us forever. If you haven't already, you can read about that here. These have been the hardest months of my life. I'm happy to have them behind me.


Photo by Leslie Sullivan

I've been trying to focus on healing physically and emotionally. I love my body even more now than I did before I got pregnant. I actually loved my body the most when I was pregnant (except for the last week or so) lol! Ive been trying to focus on healing my womb. ...and my heart.

Every day is different. I've grieved over not getting to experience the silliest little parts of motherhood. I've grieved over not having those exhausted nights of having conquered amazing but rough days with my little family. I've grieved all the physical parts of being a mommy. I was ready to spend all my time with this perfect little person. My little side kick. To prepare for something like that and have it not happen, especially when your body is physically craving to nourish her... I'ts been a crazy journey. I feel so strong now. I don't fear much. I've been through hell and back and all that matters is love.


Photo by Deed DeBruno

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